She's a good person and I did until recently. I previously trusted that she was the best person to help me and that she'd always do the right thing by me if she could. I trusted that she'd never do anything to hurt me (beyond the little things that I overreacted to).

I still selected that I trust her to do her best, but know she will fail at times. The problem is that the ways that she's failed have hurt me in such a big way. I don't really feel okay in the world anymore because of the numerous things that have happened in my sessions since last November. I'm trying to work back to where we were before, because I don't want it to go down like this. I'm not sure though, her best effort might not be good enough to fix this. My best doesn't seem to be enough either. I don't know where that person I trusted has gone, but she really doesn't seem to be around anymore. So many miscommunications and misunderstandings. I miss having one person I could really rely on. Trust is important to me.