It's taken me a long time, but after 6 years of 3 times a week appointments, I can say I do trust my T completely. I've told her all the crap I've experienced, a little piece at a time, and she's accepted me completely. Interesting that she's also the only T I've ever had confrontations and disagreements with...which I think it's what's actually deepened my trust in her. I never thought I'd trust anyone, but with her I feel safe letting my wall down.