This thread was very long, so I didn't read through all of it. Couldn't tell you about the Dx. I am not a psychiatrist. I don't even play one on the Internet... very often. However, I have complete trust in my own and our communication is great... and I generally like her treatment plan, she is a great detective and I agree or disagree with it. And I end up feeling better usually.

Plain and simple, it sounds like you don't trust yours. Either you do or don't. Sounds like it is time to move onto a new Dr. You sound like you think waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much. Quit splitting hairs and looking at the minutiae. It will drive you nuts.

And wanted to say, sorry about the divorce. It is incredibly difficult no matter who you are. Mine just got finalized (18 year marriage) last month. The divorce process took two years. I was into my therapist every single week and my psychiatrist every few weeks tweaking meds every few months. I took each day one at time. It sucked, it was hard. It is better but still hard. I am a full time single mom. But it gets better. And I didn't let the BP consume my life even though you never escape it. You will be there eventually. You won't let what the ex say push it over, because you just won't care.

Look for something good in each day. Even if it is something very small