Well, I'm back. With good and bad news. Bad news first..? Alright. I didn't go to my appointment today. I slept in..accidentally on purpose. Lol. I should probably call and set up another one, but I don't know if I will. Good news..I just saved a buttload of money on my car insurance! No, that's a lie. But what I did do over the last few days was:
-Put together a 10'x10'x6' dog kennel behind my house, which was somewhat stressful..but I finished it and it looks nice.
-Mounted my new 50'' hdtv to my wall (someone thought I hired someone to do it)
-Put up blinds, shears, and curtains up throughout the house
-Brought in some new furniture
-(Best for last) I ordered myself an electronic drum set, a drum throne, and some double kick pedals. I ordered them tonight, and they should be here within 7-10 business days. I've been wanting to start drumming for years, and I'll finally have a set.
That's about it. You could say that my mood has been above average for the last few days. I'm not trying to brag in any way (I'm not sure if it sounded like I was).
ECHOES: I'm glad you weren't disappointed. Was I disappointed? That's a good question. In a way, I guess I was. You're probably right. It's the timing that makes me think otherwise. What could they have possibly said in the few seconds of me closing the door and taking a few steps away that was so funny?
I'll have to check that out. I know I shouldn't drop lithium. And I've been taking my brother's 25mg Adderall XR's once a day to get by on. Definitely not the same, but they will work for now. Thank you for your support
Perna- THANK YOU. That helped a lot. And I never knew what POS meant. Every time I heard it, I would think "Piece of ****" Lol. Yeah, she retired. Oh okay. Someone told me it was charity, so I went with that. My old RN sent a referal to another RN..still waiting to hear from him/her. They are taking their time, that's for sure.
avlady- Thanks. It was probably my paranoia getting the best of me. I'm glad it went well for you
That's pretty cool. If anything, I'll look into seeing a different therapist. Something was off about this one. Not only how white she was. It looked like she rubbed powdered donuts on her face before I went in. Not to be rude. Haha.
Thanks for your replies, and I hope you're all doing well,
Chris