I know I might just be paranoid, but I have been getting the feeling that my T doesn;t believe me. I think I said too much too soon. I want to end it, but I don't have the strenght to go to yet another T... I want to ask him if he believes me, but I'm afraid asking that will just lead him to think I'm lying. I spent the whole session on Monday worrying about my actions and words, wondering if I look left if it is a sign of lying... I don't know what to do!!! I don't know him well enough to ask him what he thinks just yet... I just don't know, I don't want to lose him because I think he is very capable and have a lot of potential. I'm just so scared.

The other thing I worry about... is physical contact normal in therapy??? Nothing weird or explicit, but he hugs me and it makes me very uncomfortable. I told him this but he said he's gonna keep doing it untill I trust him... AAAAAAAHHHHHHH I hate therapy!!!!!!!!