heyitsme7, have you taken the psychological quizes that might point you in the right direction and then, if you able to, connect with a therapist who can diagnose the condition.

On the top of each page, you should find "Quizzes" just above "Social Groups" tab or icon.

The quizes will indicate what a therapist could eventually diagnose, but these quizzes are just guides.

I can't really diagnose too much from the information you have given. This is where a therapist is needed because the interview and assessment is important in giving a diagnosis. Sorry, I don't have a license to practice.