i started drinking a couple of months ago and hard.

at first i thought alcohol changes someone into completely better and more fun. ONLY because it did that to me.

but then i realized it DOES depend on the moodstate. everything was fine for me drinking up until a week or two ago. i was very outgoing drinking. i only drink alone but still. then past week or two i was angry and depressed drinking and i started doing things...borderline bad stuff...i would get agitated drinking and have hallucinations and paranoia.

still though. ..still somewhat new to drinking.
cant..stop now.
still...learning something...about it.