so, I'm new to these forums. I have been having a very difficult time recently. My chihuahua puppy died of Parvo-Virus in November and I've never been able to cope with it. I have cried and cried and cried but i still just miss her so much. I feel so weak being a 28 year old man who cant get over a 2 lb puppy. That makes me feel even worse. The sadness has in the last month or so become intense anger, and I was getting into these crazy fights wit my ex girlfriend and other people. I pushed my ex-girlfriend away, burned the bridge while i was mad at her. TBH i wouldn't want to be around me either. I hadn't visited my pups grave since November, but i went yesterday and i have never been so filled with grief, not even when my father passed. I have felt like my boss hates me at work for quite some time, so i decided quitting my good paying easy job was a good idea yesterday and quit that too. I'm going to be out on the streets before I know it and I cant seem to pull myself together. I feel lost and hopeless.