i am so glad we can find our way here
)))))) ) ) ) ) ) PC PALS (((((( ( ( ( are the bestest

This thread has stirred me up something fierce. Keep getting soggy. Shrinky says maybe it's time for me to grieve. Oh yippee. I've put it off for all these years for a good reason--oooOOOWWyyyyyeeeeeeee kaka yukky stinky pooopooo in there.

The thing that's killing me is the perspective, from here, an old lady, looking back at that little kid, soooo freaking alone. Such unbelievable stuff to figure out and survive on such little information, so few skills, no safe space. NO SAFE SPACE....

We don't have to die to go to hell.