maybe you and your bf are kind of feeding off each other? dunno. I know its a hard place to be cuz I was there with my ex. I didn't do, he didn't do....no matter it didn't get done. I am in a bit of a funk now having some feelings that way. The best way I know to get something done is by doing 1 thing. and taking a break. then do another thing. make a list of 2 or 3 things and do it for yourself. then do the same thing tomorrow. if we leave it up to someone else they're going to tire of taking care of us when they see we don't do it for ourselves. some day you'll thank yourself for it. right now its co-dependant. then it'll be independent.

It might help to have an outside person call you to remind you to take your meds for a bit. Some hospitals, caregivers are willing to do that. have your meds and a glass of water in easy reach if there are no children around.

take what works, leave the rest.