thanks for all the replies. >online meetings, sounds GREAT.
> i live in a town where their are more bars than churchs ... the churches trigger me and my family issues, the 'program' meetings trigger my issues, the "T" sessons trigger my issues. I stay sober, but it is on strength of following my own twisting version of the 12 step program and I wanted better. I thank you for your input about 'making excuses" I know you mean well,.... but I did not find the post
edifying. I will be praying for you to find more compassionate ways to support.
My 2nd time through the 12 step program on step 5 again now... and hoping i have less triggering going on so i don't feel like i am stressed out so freaking bad all the time.
Here in nome there is 12 step, there is no Rational recovery or Smart Recovery but the online sounds kewl.
rockn.