Maybe you could ask if they have a partial hospitalization program, or a part-time day program or something. Then you could sleep in your own bed and still get the treatment that you need to keep you safe and help you to start getting better. Or take something to do with you, and make more effort to talk to people.

I hope that you feel better soon.
(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))
Wendy

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