This is every clients worst nightmare. I am so sorry bluemountains. It must be a heartbreaking experience but also a shock because it was so sudden with no warning. I agree with the others, give yourself all the time you need to grieve. I also think your t was unreasonable with her notice. It was all so quick. Do you think you would like to work wtih another t? This really helps to get over a t to process the pain with someone else