Open Eyes:

last therapy session was on Tuesday.

I've taken myself off my medication.

For me it's easy to get in, it's hard to get past the standing up off the bottom of the tub with the water pouring on your soothingly, and into a standing washing myself position...

I'm scared a bit because though I'm talking about it, I still don't know if I want help, or if I even deserve it at this point.

Meisjes: I think you're right, we are kinda feeding off each other... that's why I'm trying not to be mad at him and stuff... because I know it's not his fault, not really.

Thank you all for your support btw.