Thank you!!

Today was a little better. Test grades were posted today from a Pathophysiology exam I had. I was a mess this morning at 7AM when grades went up. I got a B- and I studied incredibly hard for it so I feel like a huge failure and really disappointed with myself.

I've also been kind of distancing myself from friends for some reason. I forced myself to go hang out with them for a couple hours tonight but I didn't really enjoy it at all. It's a huge party night on campus with it being St. Patrick's day weekend. I just hung out with them for pre-party fun as I have to get up early tomorrow to go to open lab to study so I can't go out tonight. All everyone could talk about was who they planned on having sex with and how much they planned on drinking. I was just a bit disgusted. A friend and I left our friends behind to go back and study for a little bit and then I called it a night. I feel like such a grandma but my school work is more important to me than my friends or social life I guess. I don't know. I've been really emotional lately and I haven't a clue why.