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Originally Posted by ultramar
It sounds here that you're using your disorder as an excuse to hurt others (you're hurting so who cares if you hurt others). I'm sorry you seem to later beat yourself up about it, but it goes without saying that you wouldn't have to go through that if you hadn't hurt people in the first place. I mean we all inadvertently hurt others sometimes, but I personally feel that using the excuse of one's disorder gets no one anywhere.
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actually i never hurt anyone even if he/she is rude to me... i was comparing the pain i am feeling to the hurt other "normal" people(not as sensitive as me) are feeling.... normally others aren't thinking about you... they are thinking about themselves,caring about themselves... you don't matter much to them... "normal" people forget... so its actually foolish to care much about them...
and that second sentence wasn't much related to the first.... i am pointing out when i am depressed i will keep beating myself for stupid reasons... thinking if i have hurt anyone... whether i hurt someone or not is not at all important in this case... i wont need any rational reason blame myself for something...