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Originally Posted by Syra
thanks Button. and I agree iwth you. I hate the way they can so much power. And I watched it happen, and let it happen, knowing I was ambivalent about it (I wondered if what was happening was crossing boundarires, and I LOVED it) thanks for encouraging me to talk. It's hard - I sound like a whackjob - but easier here.
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You said it syra, we let it happen! That is what hurts the most letting somebody inside to a place no one has ever gone and not being sure if they will threat this trust properly or get rid of us as soon as they find out what the real us is.
My t tells me that we give others power over us and it is our responsibility to teach others how to threat us.
So I get not being able to talk to others about this that's why I love coming on here and discussing things you can't talk about in rl