okay..so I just wanted to write this..I have been doing alot of thinking..alot..I am wondering why after all this time, after seven years, that these memories might be resurfacing..and of course the answer is quite clear, right? I obviously have some issues that I have not quite let go. So, I am thinking now that I know this..I should be able to move past it all..let my anger go and move on with my life. This is what I plan to do. Ive always told those that have been victimized that they can take their lives back..yet here I am not listening to my own advice and continueing to let my past rule my life. I no longer will allow this to be so. I have always been strong, stubborn, and hopeful but lately I have lost sight of who I am. I appreciate all the support from all of you on here but I believe that I will be weening my time off of here for awhile. I need to focus on where I need to take my life now..and not where my life has been..and when I am here I find myself thinking only of my past..this seems silly to me..but I am trying to be honest. I will check in from time to time..Love to all! Liv