We cannot make the determination on what you have. You can read http://forums.psychcentral.com/borde...scription.html and other things to help. My advice is this: take time to do a lot of research on the topic and talk to us. If, after that, it seems to fit, you're probably right. A lot of people diagnose themselves before making it official. After all, a diagnosis is based on observation and if you're honest with who you are you can do it yourself. That doesn't mean you shouldn't see someone and make it "official" but you can do a lot of the work in the meantime on your own and we'll help you in your search of self-discovery.