I sometimes get really bored and then lonely because i just seem to have nothing to do and nobody seems to be inviting me out to any places. Plus I have applied for some volunteer work at this library and they still haven't even called me back yet. And I constantly hear this stupid bird cawing outside my window which gets really annoying. I wish he would just leave so that he wouldn't have to bother me. He is so annoying. Why do they make those noises anyway? Seriously? And yeah, I'm lonely because nobody seems to want to talk so when I come to this forum and people don't talk to me, it makes me even more lonely. Yet nobody seems to care about me because nobody wants to talk to me. Everybody keeps telling me that they are trying to find the right words to use on here so as not to damage somebody but i think they just don't want to talk to me because i'm just all about myself. I am not interesting at all to you, huh?
and what makes me mad is when these stupid birds always follow me home you know? Like as soon as i walk out of my school, the birds just start flying to a place near our house. it's so annoying. what am i attracting birds anyway? they caw so loud outside. I hate when that happens. it's annoying and I wish i could just get rid of them. they don't seem to disappear at all.