(((Trippin))))
Not pointless at all....

Practice practice practice.... those thoughts of YOU ARE NOT UNIMPORTANT, HE IS just Busy.....

It is rather hard to keep up on it all the time... but it is something I have to do with myself with my S/O and I even to this day... I can say that when we first got together to today, some things are easier to say "it is just busy time for him, he does care about me, he isn't just ignoring me to hurt me in some way". "I am not a fool to believe in love!"

I am not sure how your relationship is with your b/f but with my S/O and I sometime we do sit down and talk when times are stressful. It is very hard, but over time it has gotten "easier" for me to speak (*Or write*) my feelings to him, as him with me as well. We find understanding with one another, and I think there "understanding" is very important.

's I hope things go well

It is nothing that just happens over night either.

Some times i do tell myself-- those negative talkings to myself, are the toxic things from my past.... trying to defeat me.... I try to remind myself in away, just because those toxic thoughts come up does not mean reality in the now is toxic.....
If that make sense?

((Many hugs and good thoughts your way))