I was diagnosed with bp I when I was in a mixed state. I was very depressed & very agitated. I was crying & pacing a lot. My thoughts were repetitive, negative, delusional-- especially about myself & how other people thought I was really an awful person & wanted me to kill myself. I had a hard time sitting down or concentrating. The dark thoughts were consuming me. I can't remember if I was sleeping or not. It has been about 5 yrs. since I had that. It is not a good place to be. I was put on medication immediately.

Hope you find the correct diagnosis & some relief.--Suzy