Plus, you THINK you know, but you don't know. I mean, you don't know for sure what he's doing when you text him. Changing from that terrified feeling to being okay with it took me years of therapy. I think I'm okay now. My T double-booked me the other day and I did not read anything into it at all. That was a first. I was kind of surprised when he said he felt bad about it. Maybe that's your next step - how is your bf feeling when he can't get back to you immediately?