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my last t said she wasn't going anywhere and she did but I think I am trying to push this t away before she hurts me but I honestly don't want to push her away and I don't think she will ever terminate me but I know it can't last forever and that hurts.
She reaches out to me all the time but I don't let her in and she usaully hugs me but she didn't this time and that hurt too.
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It is hard to trust again, but it seems unfair to hold one person responsible for someone else's hurtful behavior. As you said in your posts, *this T* is giving you good reasons to trust her. Maybe with more good reasons, you will be able to. That would feel better
