hugs x i always got shouted at or worse for my brothers behaviour, whatever he did i got punnished, my lot were scared of my brother so took it out on me, i found keeping out of the way and doing as i was told was the only way to get through it because i soon learnt that i got punnished even more if i rebelled against the first punnishment. Two years seems like a lifetime at your age, but it will go pretty quickly. knuckle down at school and the time will soon pass until you can get the h out of there and find a safe place to live your life in peace.