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I feel as though I am walking through life rather than living it. I feel as though I am nearing a point of upswing that will surely bring the fall and I feel that way everyday really. I can see the fall coming, know what the crash will feel like and its like I am powerless to stop it at times and at others like I don't want to. Like I need that feeling to come and wash over me.
Anyone else ever feel this way?
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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