Well, it's over. All I could do yesterday was sleep and that's all I wanted to do today. I had a bad session with my therapist today, wanted her to agree with me about cutting (and she wouldn't, of course). I have been obsessing about SI and SI. I am so tired. I hope this is just a little backslide, but by Friday, if I remain in this state I will be calling my psychiatrist (since we just decreased the antidepressant). I'm very discouraged.
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"Don't say I'm out of touch with this rampant chaos-your reality I know well what lies beyond my secret refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape." ♥evanescence♥
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