Aw markers of a big time in your life are always hard because you are thinking "where was I, how was i feeling, what was I doing?" etc. try and look on the bright side and say "if you want things to be like they were in the old times, you gotta make it like that." So if you did not cut back then when things were really nice in your standards then try to stop! Think you back then would want yourself now to be happy! I understand I have a aniversary coming up here soon. The first! Now that is going to be hard! November 16th 2006 at one 'o clock!