Thanks everyone…yes Borderline is also referred to as Emotional Vulnerability Disorder…we are most certainly emotionally vulnerable.

So raw, so intense, empty yet full of pain.

Existing is not living…it's just like a mere existence.

I have done CBT, DBT and counselling, nothing seems to work. DBT very new here, well a few years only. It is extremely intense and is seen by some to be the 'Gold Standard' I'm treatment of BPD…so, I felt like such a failure after that intense year of DBT. However, one of the tenets of DBT, that was drummed into us the very first day is…you cannot fail at DBT! I still feel like I failed…I feel what I feel.

I feel extremely raw, cry over almost anything…intense anger and pain, sadness so deep. Hurting inside and out…think I might have described how I feel a bit clearer in my post The Thin Edge of the Wedge. That is how I feel…just tethering on that edge, hanging on by a single strand of hair, wondering if I will keep my footing or just drop over the edge…

Crikey, sorry for that ramble…

I have to have lunch now. Hugs to all…