Hi Poptart ~ How about talking with the counselor? They're there to help guide you. Not only that but you sound a bit depressed too, so why not unload a bit?

Don't be afraid to talk to them. That's why they're there. Have a good talk with one of them, and get some things off your chest, or just chat. You sound like you're a nervous wreck!

How about it, huh? Then see how you feel afterwards. they'll probably want to see you regularly until you feel better, which is good. God bless & let us know how you do. Hugs, Lee