I agree with Nikki about having your whole life ahead of you and not wanting to feel this way.. I am 43 and I have hidden those feelings all my life.. pretending to be okay and happy and well-adjusted. I pretended so much for so long that i am having a hard time letting go of the facade.I'm happy you are here now....

I am thankful to have found a good counselor when I did and I regret that i wasted so much of my life being miserable and in pain without trying to do something about it.I hope you are able to find the healing you deserve so you can have the joy and happiness life has to offer. Please feel free to pm me anytime.

To the other newcomers... welcome and i hope you find this to be a safe place where you get the support and encouragement you need... and the same mesage above applies to ya'll as well.Peace, Faith