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I guess we're all friends. and friends can hangout with whatever friends they want to. Idk. it just upsets me because she was my friend first. I introduced them. that's why it's hard being left outta things.. I get these spells where I'm EXTREMELY insecure about myself and this triggered it. I guess I feel like if this continues then eventually I'll just be forgotten..
It's not that I'm mad/upset that they're friends, I'm not. If I was, then I wouldn't have introduced them. I want them to be friends. I guess I just never pictured them hanging out without me.. until it happened anyway..
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233
I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it.
"Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..."
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