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Old Mar 18, 2013, 12:28 PM
Anonymous48778
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...how i can be fine one day and feel like a complete waste of space the next.

i was doing so well the last couple of days, not lashing out too badly, apologizing immediately if i did, i wasn't bawling for hours, i actually sang at church yesterday, i felt like God was actually with me...

but i don't feel it today. i know it's there but i can't grab it and hold it down, i can't get myself to start feeling good again...

i just want to feel at ease and not nervous and worried and i want this stupid headache to go away...

i want my husband home early today, but it's still at least two hours before he even gets off work. i don't know how we're going to get this house cleaned up in time to move. we have so much worthless junk...

plus it's cold. maybe it was the weather. it was so nice and warm and sunny for a couple days there, and then yesterday it got cold and wet and rainy and today is no better. maybe that's why i feel so ******.

i need help from hubby to get this place clean...he definitely helped get it so dirty...
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