I will have to step out of the conversation because I don't know how I could have gotten any where without my T. I had buried everything so deep I couldn't have touch it if he hadn't helped me. Anytime I went near any of it I would dissociate into la la land. Even things that seem so little to me now made my mind slip away. He had to help me retrain my brain so I could face the stuff that I was hiding from.
carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft