((((arod))))
It really can be difficult to get up out of bed and face the world .... and I wish i knew the answers, but i dont. But if you can make it through this, if you can push through and fight against all of these negative thoughts, and people who don't understand ... you will become a stronger person because of it. Try and think of something positive that will motivate you to get up in the morning, something to give you a reason to go on during the day ... even if it is something simple like calling a friend/relative ... or doing something for yourself, anything ... just something to give you purpose. Things will get better .. things will get easier.. you just have to believe it.
Take care of yourself