I knew some of the most successful, well-known people in the business when they were just starting out. it wasn't so easy for them either. But they never quit.

If filmmaking is what you truly want to do, you have to plan on a lot of disappointment, rollercoaster rides, hard work, hurry up and wait and using your resources to improve your career goals. ALSO, it does not hurt at all to partner up with someone with the same goals.

You admit to enjoying a somewhat lavish lifestyle; of course, enjoy for a little bit but don't get too used to it. Don't waste your money. Set some goals and a timeframe. Time goes by quicker than you think.

And to be quite honest, I hate to burst your bubble, but it's all about who you know and who you know, knows. And if you are a player. You have to have something people NEED to work successfully in the business.

(and by the way, it's the cubicle people that pay your salary)

Best wishes to you!