Its a toughie, its the bittersweet combination that we all are guilty of. You let these people in because in some way or another they will or do make u feel something good. You don't know how or why but they do, but at the same time you are biding your time with how long it will last before they snatch it away from you again... You know its coming but by then its too late. Its very easy to give and share advice, rather than actually take it. We're all guilty of it, but truth is only you know who are the ones worth keeping!! I'm rambling.. I hope you feel better soon.
Scream away ((hugs))