(((((Septmorn))))) (((((Tanya)))))
(((((Jan)))))
(((((Petunia)))))
(((((Beth)))))
(((((complic8d)))))

I got on here and read these words of love and support from you guys and it made me cry. I knew this is the one place I have in my life that my friends understand me and would care that I was hurting, lonely and in the really deep depths of hopelessness. Your messages came to me when I was ready to give up last night because I felt so alone. Since I've been home the one person who has called has been my exhusband and it was to tell me that I couldn't even get dying right. I've called my kids, my few friends who meant to call and check on me but just got to busy and forgot but are glad I'm back home. (it would be easier to believe that if they had dropped by or called back, I'm not calling them again...eventually they will want me to do something for them and they will remember I'm still alive (?) maybe)
anyway, i'm going on and on again and what I really want to say is THANK YOU and BLESS YOU.....each one of you holds a very special place in my heart.


Lori