I know for sure i am depressed, I've been depressed for 3 years now, taken tests and quizzes and show all signs. But i may have all these other symptoms too, especially being bipolar which i believe i am/ or have. I also believe i have OCD and ADHD, i show all the symptoms to these too and my ratings on the quizzes were way higher than they're supposed to be. I think my score was like an 80 or 90 on the OCD quiz. I've been doing lots of research for months now and now i'm positively sure i have all these symptoms. Accept for being depressed because i know that i am depressed. I think i have ADHD, because i find it very hard to concentrate and it feels weird just sitting or standing still i move around a-lot of fidget in my seat, mostly at school. Some tasks that could be done with ease or very quickly, now i find it harder to complete. I noticed that I've been wasting a-lot of time just visualizing things, day dreaming and staring off into space. Now for the OCD symptoms i show, i don't remember them all or have the time to look them up again, but i have the unnecessary reason to touch things or objects a certain amount of times or way. And then touch them maybe like on like the corners.. idk. I also feel sometimes invincible, but i feel like that almost everyday like nothing could harm me, even if it could it wouldn't matter or i wouldn't feel it, like that. I think i have some anger problems because sometimes i might wake up just feeling mad, irritated or pissed off for no reason. I have a somewhat controllable urge to cause harm to people or just beat the crap out of someone. I've come very close to actually hitting or harming people then realized what i was about to do and stopped myself. I have also been making self fears out of no-where. Its like i might have never been afraid of a certain thing in my life but then when i think about it i'm exaggerating the reality and truth of the matter and making it seem like something its not. I also feel... very very touchy and some people have even said "your really touchy Nick."
I cant help it at times, sometimes i just want to hug and touch all over someone then i might feel like destroying and murdering them. My moods don't easily change very quick. I might be depressed for months at the most 3 or 4. Then go into a mood of being pissed off and mad for a long period of time. I have many more problems and i could not cover them all on just one thread post, i would need pages and pages, which i have on here... But not the right format.