Hello, my name is Tina. I have been struggling with Bipolar 1- Rapid Cycling for most of my adult life. It only became a "problem" when I was 30yrs old, at which point my life was crazy enough to seek help. Now, 32yrs old, I'm not sure whether to be happy I sought the help of a psychiatrist or not. It seems my mania is under control, however I seem to keep slipping in a delusional depression. The delusion is regarding death. Always death. And the fear of it. I don't recall ever experiencing these delusions prior to my treatment. I am also experiencing anxiety and panic attacks. I am currently taking; Seroquel 300mg, Lithium 900mg, Trileptal 900mg, Temazepam 30mg, Ativan 0.5mg as needed. So, I guess I just wondering if anyone else has experienced similar depressive symptoms or not? And any advice would be greatly appreciated.