Like mentioned before, the MPD diagnosis was made way back in 97, and since the diagnosis model has changed, MPD is now DID, and those that don't strictly fall into DID, get reclassified under a host of other disorders...

However since writing this i've spent a goodly time thinking about it, and while it does not happen all to often, I do have total blackout's (with out alcohol). I actually had one last night... As far as i can remember i went to bed early (6pm), and slept through the night, and woke up at 6 this morning...

When i asked my wife what time she joined me in bed, an argument started...

Apparently i got up at 11pm, had a glass of cola, had a few ciggy's, packed the Dishwasher, had a fat conversation with her, made love to her, and who knows what else.. I dont recall any of this, not even as if it were a dream..

On the way to work i sat thinking about it, and realized that quite often it happens, where my wife will talk about something as if we've had a conversation about it before, but i have no idea, and I've always put it down to she spoke to someone else about it, and thought she'd told me too. and i normally don't even question her about it, i simply respond 'oh okay.'

This morning now has left another rift between us, and she's turned it all around to be about her again, I don't listen, I don't care, I'm making her mad.. Like I'm doing this on purpose...

Now could this 'Me' that spent the night with my wife be the DID Alter that my T saw back in 97 ... I did spend a year of twice weekly visit's with her.. Did she perhaps have a visit from him, that i don't know about..

I'm starting to think that perhaps my wife is correct, I need to start Dairying everything i remember about my Life, From child hood to last night...

Sitting thinking about it i realize that there dozens of Little incidents that just don't ad up, and that my Alter might not come out often. Perhaps only when i'm at my emotional weakest, or while i'm asleep????