MissKeena. I had given up all hope and accepted id never meet anyone. Ive done internet dating for years (coz im so socially awkward) and met a bunch of nasty men or ones that ran for the hill as soon as I got too close to them. I guess when I'm single I'm somewhat confident coz i pretend to be ok. I met my match but i hid my true self really well for a while. As lame as this may sound i think the fact that he is the ONE, helps everything. Everyone other relationship ive had has been awful. Ive caused a lot of drama, (but i also had a few abusive men when i was younger) and i thought i was too messed up for anyone to ever love me. My partner is truly one in a hundred and when my illness came out, he actually didn't run. The first one who didn't and saw the person behind the illness. Ive caused some hard times, but its because of him im getting better.
Don't give up MissKeena. This is a girl who hated herself so much that I was really to end my life, but one day I met someone who showed me my light. Something no one has ever done. I can tell you're a caring person. I know it might sound easy for me to say this, but if I can find someone, anyone can, its just a matter of time. And if i can meet someone who accepts my illness and all my issues, you can too, and you are deserving of it too. Sorry for the rabble.