I don't understand all that is going on. But, because of the money I have canceled sessions when I just did not feel like taking. I don't know if it was always the best thing for my mental health.

I always ended up rescheduling when I was more able to talk and receive.

If you are in a bad spot and your safety is in question, I think you should try to
go and do the best you can.

Take care of yourself above all.