April isn't far away, so look forward to a visit with a specialist who will listen very carefully to what you are saying and will know just the appropriate medication (if it's
called for) to help you get a better feeling tone.

It sounds to me as if you do have a little "senioritis", as you call it (never heard that
expression before, but it's a very good one and very descriptive), but at any rate,
be patient until your psychiatrist nails the answer for you.

Be sure to get your rest, eat well, and think good thoughts and you'll know very
soon how whatever it is needs to be treated.

Take care.