Can absolutely relate. For me, aging has had alot to do with my views on relationships, especially when it comes to not wanting to compromise, as we were so willing to do when we were younger. With age comes more knowledge and clarity about what we want/don't want; like/don't like, regardless of whether it is illness-driven or not.
I'm just waiting for my current to crack. (What optimism!) When that happens, that's it for me as far as the mate-thing goes. Like you, I just don't have it in me to go through it all anymore. Must be gettin' old...
Funny, isn't it, how the one thing we fought so hard to get all our lives is what we forfeit in the end...
Nope, not that nuts.
AS
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"Lord, we know what we are, yet know not what we may be."
Hamlet, Act 4, sc v
Wm. Shakespeare
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