I don't know what has been wrong with me for the past week or so. I feel like I just don't really feel anything. I used to be really passionate about things, I knew exactly what I believed and what I wanted, and now I'm just kind of here. I used to be I guess what you'd call a hopeless romantic...I'd get really sad and lonely because I didn't have anyone..When a chiropractor suggested I get a massage, I went specifically looking for a male massage therapist b/c I was craving tender male touch and thought that would be one way to get it since I'm not dating somebody. Now I can't even fathom why I did that. I used to be really passionate about my political views, and now I can't even remember why I held them. I see posts made by the political pages I'm a fan of on Facebook, and I'm just like, "Last week, it would have enraged me that CNN was paying more attention to the boys who raped that one girl than the victim. This week, I don't really care either way." I don't really know what I want anymore either. My dad asked me if I wanted to come with him on a trip in a few weeks..normally I would have a reason why I either really wanted to or didn't feel like going, but now I'm just like, "I guess I'll go...I don't know...I don't care either way."

This is really scary. What's wrong with me, and is there a chance I'll snap out of this? I feel like a robot or something.