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I'm not rebelling against the help I've gotten through the County. I have a "personal provider" and I'm enjoying her thoroughly! She's become a friend of sorts. She's mixed race as I am and we've had some really hilarious moments.

My dependence on my family is what is dragging me down. My dependence for emotional support, love, affection that I'm not getting. I'm getting exactly the opposite.

No social life of any kind... !!