my suggestoin would ask her why you two can talk via email but not face to face.. Tell her you love to chat on the computer, but you would also love to have that bond, face to face.. you love her

Tell her you also know you have made mistakes in the past, and are willing to work on those mistakes, and work past them, and hopeuflly someday you can ask for her forgivness, you know it will take time, but you want to be a part of your grandchilds life, and if there is any hate, between the two of you that child will feel it the day it is born.. Trust me.. I know I have been there in that place.. and babies can sense things adults can not and will not listen to in the "heart".

Tell her how much you love her and tell her how much you wan to make amends..
That is the first stepping stone you can step on..


<font color=purple>
take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better