I overdosed on the weekend that being Sunday when I was drinking...not to say my greatest thing I have done this far but I was weak and out of sorts when all my coping skills went out the window I just returned to my old ways of doing things.

then yesterday I was so tired about 2pm I went for a nap then woke up at 8:55pm on the dot. I said screw it with doing anymore things so I took my night pills and went back to bed.

today I feel restless and I don't know what day it is...I keep saying tuesday but my voice inside my head says sunday...so who really knows anymore.