I have so much to pour out of me...so much pain and anguish and hurt. I so desperately want to put it all down in print so that I can finally be done with it. I desperately need to forgive myslef...something no amount of prayer or salvation has allowed me to do yet. I hurt inside and all my pain is contained in my childhood family.
I think I may start a blog...once I figure out how...and get started letting all this pain type itself out. It seems much easire to type then to talk.